Tuesday, July 8, 2008
My kid's are at kid's camp all week and I miss them. Ya I know it's just Tuesday and they just left yesterday but I really do miss them. When they go through periods where they fight seemingly constantly I think I need a break from them. But the truth is I need a break from conflict, not them. They are such blessings from God. I love the fact that I get to stay at home with them and homeschool them. I get to share in most things they do, and I am spoiled rotten. Sometimes I get stir crazy because I don't get out of the house much and think I need a break from them, but truth is I just need a change of scenery.
Don't get me wrong, even though I'm pining away for my boys I still think this week is good for all of us, it's just hard. I keep thinking, "Will I ever be ready to let them go?" " When it is time for them to be on their own will I be ready?" Boy, I sure hope so because I can tell you right now I'm not ready yet! Thank God it isn't time.